christinambruns’ blog

Lately I have been feeling as though I am outside myself looking in.Some days are worse than others,especially when I am experiencing times of great stress or sorrow. It does not effect my work but it has caused difficulty interpersonally in relationships.I recently had thw great pleasure of being dumped due to about 15text messages written after a drunken night in.It was bad enough the next day to have a hangover but to realize that you said some things you do not remember saying is just plain aweful. Most adults would understand and accept apologies.Not this man.For whatever reason,this brought back uncomfortable memories or something. He practically refused my apology and continued by saying "I will forgive but I will never forget".After hearing that for a few days I finally lost it. I finally texted him,sober mind you,and told him what I finally felt about everything. It felt so good to finally make him see what it REALLY feels like to be mad about some text messages...haha!